I’ve noticed Monday is my very very tiring day. Even though I don’t go to work every Saturday and Sunday it seems I don’t have a day off at all. There is apart of me I don’t really like. It’s my very frail body. Whenever I do something that includes sweating such as walking or sports my Asthma always come to take me. Poor Me. Saturday and Sunday are the busiest days of my life. Saturday whole day I’ve been going with the Children Extension Classes and Feeding Program. With this frail body that can’t even get a rest this is what I get, Asthma attack 🙂 But you know I am so blessed whenever I saw the children listening and enjoying to my little sisters Bible stories and games. They are having fun. Right now I’m still learning how to tell stories to the children in a way that would catch their attention.
But it’s so sad that there are so few that are willing to be involved themselves in this ministry. As I thought about it if there be no willing people to teach this children with word of God the next generation will be No Hope. Simply feeling pity isn’t enough. God wants people who has the heart for service. It’s takes Love to do service for the Lord. Then I realized if I won’t step forward who else be? God has put a burden in my heart. A burden for future. I envy my sisters in positive sense because they are doing they’re very best, giving their all to reach and win souls. For a long time I’ve been wondering how they have done it? How come they’ve been so willing to do service wholeheartedly? and the preachers how come they’ve been willing to take the hardships in the ministry?
This reminds me on the verses in I Corinthians 13
Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, and have not charity[Love], I am become as sounding brass, or a tinkling cymbal.
And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries, and all knowledge; and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, and have not charity[Love], I am nothing.
And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned, and have not charity[Love], it profiteth me nothing.
Charity[Love] suffereth long, and is kind; charity[Love] envieth not; charity[Love] vaunteth not itself, is not puffed up,
Doth not behave itself unseemly, seeketh not her own, is not easily provoked, thinketh no evil;
Rejoiceth not in iniquity, but rejoiceth in the truth;
Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things.
Charity never faileth: but whether there be prophecies, they shall fail; whether there be tongues, they shall cease; whether there be knowledge, it shall vanish away.
For we know in part, and we prophesy in part.
But when that which is perfect is come, then that which is in part shall be done away.
When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child: but when I became a man, I put away childish things.
For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part; but then shall I know even as also I am known.
And now abideth faith, hope, charity[Love], these three; but the greatest of these is charity.
The answer? It’s because of Love. Without Charity[Love] everything is Vanity. You can give without loving, but you CANNOT LOVE Without Giving.
My Prayer, Lord Fill me with Love towards the brethren and every people that surrounds me. Make me a vessel full of Love to extend your grace and mercy to every soul. I want to have a pure love whenever wherever I may be.
Even the Heavenly Father because of Charity[Love] gave His only begotten Son to die for me a sinner. I am unlovable, I’m wretched! but still He willingly died for me. What a great love has been bestowed upon me.
Romans 5:6-8 For when we were yet without strength, in due time Christ died for the ungodly.
For scarcely for a righteous man will one die: yet peradventure for a good man some would even dare to die.
“But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.”
Psalm 73:26 “My flesh and my heart faileth: but God is the strength of my heart, and my portion for ever.”